I’ll be honest with you, I feel like I’ve failed this week.
I started out with such high hopes too.
I was going to go to yoga every night and cook a few healthy meals. I planned on taking lunch time walks with the pups and meditating every afternoon. Maybe I’d even find a slip and slide on which to slide on.
Alas, I did none of the above.
Say what you want about anti-depressants and adhd medications, but I went an entire week without mine, and I’m pretty sure the results were a very unproductive and very melancholy version of myself.
I don’t know even know why I’ve put off getting them filled. I got new prescriptions mid-week, but by then unproductive me had already taken over and decided that I could put it off for a few more days.
I learned my lesson though, so I don’t need you telling me that I made poor decisions.
STOP YELLING AT ME IN YOUR HEAD!
The truth is, I really wanted to be able to be perfectly fine without anything. I’ve just hit my year mark of being on meds, and I kind of wanted to see what would happen if I just stopped. Maybe, I would be just fine if I gave it a few more days. Perhaps I just expected the worse, so that’s what happened?
Regardless, I’m probably not ready just yet, and that’s ok too.
This week wasn’t a complete wash though. I was able to rack up a few accomplishments.
*I took showers every single day.
*I gave Stevie a flea bath.
*I watched 10 episodes of “The Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt” ( I LOVE THIS SHOW!)
*I finished reading Alice Hoffman’s “Fortune’s Daughter” (I LOVED THIS BOOK)
*I ingested a delicious meal of Crawfish Etouffee, prepared by my sweet boyfriend.
Well, that might be it.
I’ll be back on my game next week.
Until then, have an amazingly beautiful weekend!
But before you go, what is a really good fiction book that I should start reading this weekend?
And have you successfully gotten off of meds?