In the last few months, I’ve posted a couple few entries from my old diaries.
If you’re interested, feel free to check them out- Here, and here… but be warned… in my younger years I was pretty much a really cool kid big huge nerd with a lot of angst. I guess you could say some things never change.
This last weekend I came across a notebook that a few friends and I had used to write notes back and forth to each other back in the early years of high school. Reading notes that I wrote in the ninth grade was definitely not the high point in my weekend, but I figure that I have already shared some pretty embarrassing shiz with you guys so what the heck!? It’s actually quite interesting, looking back at that time in my life. I remember simultaneously feeling care-free and yet urgent to fit in and be liked. I wish I could say that I never feel that way now. I wonder if I’ll ever be completely secure…
I have not done any editing to the content, except for names. Enjoy, but keep in mind that I was in 9th grade at the time, extremely boy crazy, and thought I was a lot cooler than I actually was.
SOMETIME IN THE 9TH GRADE_____________
Hey friends!!
I thought we could use this notebook so we can keep all our notes together. This is my first note of the semester!
NEways.
Scott Wolf looked soooooooooo fine last night on Party of Five! His dark hair, blue mesmerizing eyes, and Dimples!!! I LOVE HIM!!!
-CJ
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Ummm… I’m happy for you, but I just don’t agree. However Ken is in real life and is fine. So is Jimmy. But Chris is finer. So is Brett. I wish he live in Waco or at least Texas. I wish Chris didn’t have a boyfriends. I wish he was younger. I wish Jimmy would realize I exsist. I wish Ken wasn’t so horny. Guys suck!
-G
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Nope! Scott Wolf beats em’ all!
I’m having a crappy day.
-CJ
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Ken is fine. Go to hell. Scott Wolf is too preppy all American cute boy. He’s too good looking and perfect and I don’t find that attractive. Now that one guy I saw this morning with the gorgeous eyes and goatee I saw this morning is FINE!
-G
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Hakuna Matatatatatatatatatatatata!
This morning Juan came up to talk to me That is the first time he REALLY said anything to me except for stupid things in Spanish class.
Scott Wolf isn’t that fine. I mean in a way, but I really like Gavin Rosdale so much more.
S’s ideal guy: Curly long hair almost to their shoulders, gorgeous blue eyes, $rich$, muscular but not too mach, plays guitar, can sing like Gavin, sexy voice that could give me an orgasm hahaha ,tall, not too tan, British or Australian accent.
S.
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How do you think you did on the test? I missed totalitarian I think. Oh well. I can’t believe u didn’t watch Party of 5. it was great!
What about Chris? and who does A. like? I promise I won’t tell anyone!
-CJ
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Man, Gavin is making me so horny right now. haha jk. but he is FINE! I can’t believe you didn’t watch him last night on tv. Also I still don’t care about Scott Wolf. I think I made a 100 on the test, but not sure. I’m reading Gavin’s lyrics right now. This weekend I’m going to play the beginning of Machine Head on my friend’s electric guitar. hahaha
I also still kinda like Chris even though you think he smells. I don’t LIKE the smell of him, but I usually don’t notice… I don’t think he smells today, does he? U tell me because you sit by him. I sent you an email about Chris but I thought you read it. I’ll tell you who she likes but only between you and me.
Also I like that guy’s hair diagonal from you.
-S
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S,
I like his hair but besides that he is an ugly butt.
G,
Oh gads, 40 minutes til I see him! My Lord! How can I wait that long? HEEELLLLLPPP Meeeeee! Should I just go up to him and say “hey Bobby! You have such a nice ass, body , face and personality. You look especially nice today.” Hahaha To hell with that. But really, it’s all true! REMEMBER TO TALK TO HIM TODAY. But I know know… what are you gonna say?
WB now!
CJ
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I’m gonna say what I told you I’d say the other day… “Did you call CJ last nite? What do you think of her? So you like her? U gonna ask her out? When?”
And also why are you wearing black sox wih white shoes? Just wondering.
-G.
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Shut up about my black sox! Its a little fashion no-no but I don’t give a damn bc I feel good today, I could fly!! hahaha You are so much taller than Joey! Oh and make sure he knows I’m totally sprung on him and everything. Even if you get a negative response from him like “No I don’t like her and I will never ask her out she is a fat and ugly bitch” Then you still have to tell me…Don’t FORGET OK done talking about him!! I promise!!
-CJ
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Bitch! shut up hoe, I am not taller we are the same height! I won’t forget! Chill Girfriend. Think 2 yourself, “I am such a pretty, sexy, nice, girl, how could he resist the irresistible?” hahaha Don’t worry he’ll be in love with you no matter what.
-G
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G WANTS TO SUCK ON JOEYS’S PENIS AND THINKS IT IS SALTY!!!
-CJ
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CJ WANTS TO LICK BOBBY’S NIPPLES!!!
-G
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In case you weren’t entirely sure that I was a complete loser made of awesome, I’ll give you a visual. Looking at it, I would have no idea what kind of image I was attempting to portray, but luckily on the back of the photograph I wrote “slutty pic.”
So glad to clear that up.
As I typed this out, it became more and more apparent that I am was extremely obnoxious and lucky that I have had any friends at all. I think I owe everyone I know in real life a huge hug.
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